i enjoyed the day out with jialing(: haha we went shopping and that girl apparently spent 500bucks on shopping!haha she's loaded you see. anyway i had fun catching up with her cos i havent been spending much time with the meangirls this hols. felt so bad for not spending time with them.i didn't even make it for the lunch with the two couples and the rest of the girl on christmas eve!ayyye. that's why im particularly glad that school's reopening cos i get to see the girls soon!

anyway william came to meet us too and haha somebody's like hot stuff recently. lol it's been ages since we've talked properly and it's surprising how i can still talk to him like before and not feel any unfamiliarity. we'll meet up soon again k!

today's 31st december 2005. it's officially the last day of 2005 and im thinking back about the enitre year and how i've grown and adapted to jc life. this new phase of my life has been rather pleasant cos i've gotten new friends like christine jialing jolene pam audrey laureen gnet sylvia and the rest of my class!then there's random new people in my life too and i guess w/o them things would have been different too! some teachers in ac actually left me with an impression that lasted til now.like mark lee and mr how and the other teachers that are still in ac. oh there's my pw group too, christine amanda liz and honyiong.we've been thru so much crap and smelling and i've enjoyed all our meetings!though we tend to digress, we were still pretty efficient nonetheless! so thanks for everything and tolerating such a useless leader like me(:

thanks to church camp, i've known new people too and til now they've been great!there's my camp group elohim and dragonbabies and random people like samuel gene bryan. this whole december i've been spending time with church people more than anyone else.plus the fact that i discovered joe stays just one road away, haha i can bug him anytime i want. it's amazing how we've always seen each other around but never bothered to get to know each other.but i'm glad i managed to this yr..just one bus trip back and i was talking to tungene like we knew each other for eons!haha then there's cell group too, the new one, the old one.caiying for always being there for us.

then's there's zznc, who has been the greatest friends i could ever ask for. despite being splitted into different jcs, we stuck together and i feel that we're even closer than before! PL days were great and it was like we were the cream of the crop there cos we could recognice almost everybody and we were the oldest then. no matter which classes we were in at pl, we could always go to the next class to find each other and have recess together. memories of how we chased fatpea up the ebenezer staircase, me and tiff's chips ahoy craze everyday, hilda's constant rantings over E.Ho, fatpea's weird "axis" pinafore. haha we've all moved on with our lives and we have our own circle of friends in jc, but no matter what i'm always glad that we set aside time for each other. and even though i fret over the plannings of our failed outings and we just end up sitting somewhere to eat and talk, we still have a great time together and i guess that's what matters the most.so thank you to the three of you for being just the way you are.hilda with her saving water policy, tiff and her many disgusting habits(it's too many to name), fatpea's weird thing with earrings even though she has at least 30pairs. i cant say how special you all are cos it really cant be put into words..

i thank god for my family too cos they've been wonderful. at times i neglect them cos i'm too caught up with friends and school, but ultimately, home is the best place ever on earth. my brothers are annoying and they piss me off almost every single day, but no matter what they're my brothers.and like what william said, "they're the cutest thing ever!" haha and though my parents wont read this, i have to say that my parents slog so hard for us, and i do see it. sometimes im only using my eyes to see and not my heart, so i dont really feel anything. but my mom always give up buying stuff for herself for us.she hasnt bought a single piece of new clothing for herself in 3years!and she pondered so long over a pair of heels in msia but still didnt buy it. so when i start to earn my own money, somehow i'm gonna force myself to start saving money and let my parents enjoy life.

thank God finally for everything i've said above.for all the people in my life, and things that made me happy and grow.praise God for everything!!((:

okie it's such a long entry.hahahahha.i'm getting my NANO TODAYYYY!haha yay.stupid tiff was so excited over hers yesterday..happy 2006 to everyone!((: