Thursday, May 25, 2006
i'm tired. i dont even know why cos i seriously didn't do much today. haha i even managed to watch two discs of that show christine lent me. but i was just thinking through. about the expectations and aims people set for me. on the hopes they have for me. on what they hope i will achieve. if you realised, it seems like the focus is on they they and
they
. a little self-centered i thought. shouldnt
I
be thinking about what i want and what i could and want to achieve? then it dawned upon me.........
they
care about me, that's why they have such high expectations of me. that's why they hope i excel, so that i will not waste whatever brains i have. but honestly, the pressure is like a rock pressing on top of a worm sometimes. too unbearable and suffocating.
well i still know what i want and i dont think i will disappoint them, i hope..
on a lighter note, tbh(tiong bahru) with christine today was great. haha tried some new stuff called fen yuan(i bet pea hasnt heard of it before!). brandon made up his mind today. hahaha i'm laughing at the expense of others. LAST DAY OF TERM2 TOMORROW! and it's HOLIDAYS! yay yay! but i've got my schedule half-written, and the homework lists are coming in, and it's pretty threatening. this hols is gonna be packed, i predict. with choir cocert, ac idol, tiff's birthday(!!!), class outing at the zoo, chalet, bio job attachment. rawwwwr. i need more energy God!!
11:35 PM
THE GIRL
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debbie lin/240388/ex-pl/acjc
MUSIC
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jay chou
--mi dian xiang
ashley parker angel
--let me go
hillsongs
--from the inside out
wang lee hom
--ai de jiu shi ni
john mayer
--waiting on the world to change
WISHLIST
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love. joy. peace. laughter
DEPARTURE
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hilda
tiff
pearlyn
shan
diane poon
sweedy
jen
jasmine tan
serene
caiying
hazel
reagan
clemon
samuel
irwin
karmen
claire
pam
sylvia
huiling
fran
serene
jasmine
meihui
melinda
laureen
lene
audds
jialing
SNAPSHOTS
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zznc
AC days
outside
famile
church
m'sia trip Dec'05
cruise Nov'05
CNY '06
18th birthday '06
TAGBOARD
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LAYOUT
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Designer:
PEACH MIRAGE
Coding:
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