Thursday, November 09, 2006
ohhhhhhhh yes one week's gone! that means the sucky econs papers are approaching. how depressing. but when it comes, it goes. ahh bamwamm im not making sense already.
i'm secretly hoping that my elder bro will go for hols with us this dec, though i'm not telling him that. ahh whatever it is, after A's i'll be happy enough.
for now, getting 11s for econs mock essays isnt really the forecast of an A grade, which unrealistically, is what i'm aiming for. crappps. how i am supposed to pull an 11 to at least a 16/17, i myself do not kn0w . unconsciously i think my stress level rises by a large margin everyday, and by the time the night before the paper arrives, i feel like a bubble bursting under pressure. i seriously think this is worse than me taking geog in O's! so just imagine how bad my geog was. i'm praying REAL HARD that by god's grace, econs will turn out better than i expect, just like geog did.
So at my show on Monday
I was told that someday
You'd be on your way to better thingsI
t's not about your make-up
Or how you try to shape up
To these tiresome paper dreams
Paper dreams honey
So now you pour your heart out
You're telling me you're far out
You're all about to lie down for your cause
But you don't pull my strings
Cause I'm a better man
Moving on to better things
But uh oh, I love her because
She moves in her own way
But uh oh, she came to my show
Just to hear about my day