Saturday, December 16, 2006
once again my com has failed me and i'm using my dad's laptop...as much as i want to post some pics...
pardon me if i sounded bimbotic in the prev post with all the dark rings and flabs thingy. it doesnt really bother me as long as God gives me friends! *think christine and hilda whom i furiously sms-ed the whole night yesterday ((: thanks man, i really needed it!
so okie i admit. last night wasnt all that bad. at least not to an extent that i was dreading it. met a nice vj girl. and she's studying psycology in nus now! apparently it's really competitive in there. hmmms.
i had a really bad dream last night. no, there wasnt any demons or wizards, or rapists and murderers, or even people i hated. but i dreamt of people i loved, and lo and behold, i woke up crying, mutterings sorrys... now my eyes are swollen. sighh. in the dream i had a really bad quarrel with my mom that i wanted to leave home and stay at my aunt's. in a fit of anger, my mom said "go if you want. i don't care." all my closed ones including my dad, uncle and hilda were persuading me, but i refused to listen. then on the day i wanted to leave, i packed my stuff and thought about it. then i regretted. walking down the stairs i saw my mom trying to hide her tears, and i cried too...
if that ever happened in reality i think i'll hate myself. bahhhs.