Monday, December 25, 2006
unexplainable sadness out of the blue.
i do not understand
but then again
maybe i do..
i feel detached. like a part of my body has been removed so unconsciously from me that i didnt realise it. but now i do, and i need to get it back, fast.
yeah so i'm back from taiwan with a bad cough. been eating all the fried stuff and many many cups of pearl milk tea. it was nice, though, leaving our sunny island for a while, spend time with my mom and all 3 brothers, esp the elder one. it's RARE i tell you, to face him for 8days straight. but many new things i've observed about him, like how i can be so immature compared to him, or how the word responsibility is something he can carry. all these i didnt realised, until now, even though we've been living under the same roof for 18years. i wonder how many of us can boldly say we understand our siblings well..