Thursday, February 22, 2007
the fact that my doom's day is arriving is suffocating me. not just expectations from my loved ones and myself, but also because i felt i could have studied more than i did, practiced more papers then. and after results are announced, what next? i don't know know what i really want to do or where my passion lies. and even after i decide on the course i want, which uni then? my heart thumps faster everytime i think about the cert which may kill me. how depressing. how pessimistic. although i'm just being realistic.
i hope friday's(or whichever the day) tears will be tears of joy...for everyone.